It's a dark place to reside. But I seek you anyway. I cry for you. And I yell at you. And I feel like you walked away and just decided I would be fine on my own. But I know that's doubt. And I know it's a lie. So I keep crying. And I keep seeking. And I know I will be at peace again. But for now, I hurt. I hurt and I place my trust in you that the hurt I feel is still in light of your love. I know you know what you're doing. I just have no frieking clue what's going on. And I guess that's okay.
Love you. Thank you for leading me even if I can't see or feel you.